So its been ages since I last left a post, alots changed since then...
So I know Ive blogged alot about changes and what not, well theres been some big changes in my life recently. You are now looking at a student, yes thats right Ive gone back into education. I seriously didnt think this would happen again. Im currently studying for my Diploma in Youth Work Practice, come July you will be looking at a fully qualified Youth Worker. Its always been a dream of mine to work with youths but it doesnt just stop there .... Come septemeber I will be studying so that I can become a Youth Offending Officer. How exciting!!! After alot of thinking and alot of ups and downs Ive realised that all my life Ive wanted to work with troubled Youths. Ive always felt like I wouldnt be capable of doing something like just basically due to the work load of uni and stuff but do you know what, If I can dream it, I can so totally do it! Anything is possible if you set your mind to it and well im ready .. Its seriously time to settle down and get my future on track. I am so excited, the current course Im doing is hard dont get me wrong but I know that If I focus and turn to my Heavenly Father Ill be able to do the very best I can. So watch this space ;)
Church wise life is pretty good, Ive just been given a second calling in church. I am now the YSA rep for the St Helens ward. Im pretty excited, I love spending time with the YSA of my ward their such a great bunch of people. Institute year has started up again ... Ive vowed that I will attend Institute this year as much as I may not want to .. I guess in some cases thats Satan kinda stopping me and putting negative thoughts in my head but I shall not let him win .. So yeah, If I dont attend Institute I give you all permission to kick my butt .. Yes you have it here in writing!!!
Job wise Ive still had no hope, its quite depressing really as know one seems to want to employ me ... I apply for jobs Im qulified in - I get rejected .. I apply for jobs Im trained in and dont really want to do - I STILL get rejected. I cant win! Havent a clue what to do .. For those people out there who sit there and say its easy to get a job. Yeah you havent got a clue! There maybe a shead loads of jobs out there but it doesnt mean youll get hired. You can have amazing qualifications and experience but it doesnt mean that your going to get the job. Im a hard worker who enjoys a challenge and enjoys learning new skills but im still jobless ... So I think before people sit there and critisise those who dont work put yourself in our shoes. Its hard and its stressful. I hate not having the same freedom I had when I worked as a Nursery Nurse. I hate not being able to contribute as much as I would of if I was working. But ... The Lord works in mysterious ways and I know somewhere down the line someones going to give me a break and Ill eventually get the job im supposed to have. Lifes good. Keeping Positive!
The Lord works in mysterious ways and you may feel like the world is against you BUT everythign happens for a reason you just have to keep the faith and be positive.
Muchos Lovings Bloggers
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