Any way ... So where's life taken me over these last few months? Everywhere!!!!
So I'm in my second year of uni and I'm absolutely hating it! It's like no mans land, I think it's safe to say my motivation for uni right now is at its all time lowest! That however doesn't mean that I don't want to be there ... I just need to pick myself up and pull my finger out haha
I have a lovely new man in my life - Kyle! He's great! He makes me incredibly happy, that's not to say we don't have our ups and downs .. Life's dealt us a few rocks lately but if we can get through this we can get through anything! It's the crappy times that help form a couple I think ... I think we're incredibly strong! We have two nice little get away a to look forward to which is always a bonus!
Church .... Well that's a no go these days! That's not because I don't believe or anything like that, I still have a very firm belief in Heavenly Father and Jesus Chris ... A lot happened I guess but I still pray and read my scriptures .. I've still felt the Lord in my life so I guess I can't complain. I truly believe that the Lord loves you matter who you are or what you do .. My relationship with the Lord is between me and him and not me, him and a middle man. Me not going to church doesn't define that relationship ... But who knows what the future holds on that subject hey!!!
Family life ... Where do I even start!! It's not been the easiest of starts for The Taylor Family! Mums been pretty ill and has been since January. It's not how we planned on starting 2015 ... Just after New Years mum decided to go to the doctors because she wasn't feeling like herself, she was sent for loads of different tests ... Before we knew it mum was being rushed into hospital for an emergency operation! Mum was so scared, I was scared .... Mums operation went well but she ended up staying in ICU for a few days so she could gather her strength. The worst was yet to come though .. When my mum first came out of her operation the surgeon took me aside and told me the worst possible kind of news - They had found bowel cancer and there was a chance it could have spread to her liver. As soon as I heard the C word my world came crashing down .. My heart literally broke! That's the last thing you expect to hear! The worst thing was, that night I had to go and kiss my mum goodnight knowing what I did when she had no idea ...
So the months have passed by and mums recovered well from her operation and now it's the time for her to kick cancers bum! She started chemo last week and seems to be doing well ... My mum is a fighter and she will beat this! The Lord is by our side and we have felt his love and comfort.
I'm so grateful for all those that have supported our family, you have all gone above and beyond!
Kath, Debbie, Sarah, Honor .. Bev .. The list is endless!
And Kyle ... Thank you! You've been my rock, I've been the worst person possible as of late yet you've stuck by me.
I'll keep you all posted!
Much love
Tasha
Xxx
