"All Good Things Come To He Who Waits" ...
Sometimes I find it really hard to believe this statement, im really not the most patient of people. Theres so many things that id love right now but evidently im not ready for them or there not ready for me haha.
Have you ever heard of the term "Your at a crossroad" .. well for me thats where I am. Its not that fun either. I feel like im living in a world of uncertainty .. What do I need to be doing, Whats next for me? I know that Id love to be in a new job, I also know that I dont want to be a Nursery Nurse again .. It was great whilst it lasted but I know full well that Nursery Nurseing isnt the path I need to be going down. So what path do I choose? Do I use what qualifications I already have or do I further my qualifications and do something completely different, something outside of my comfort zone?
Theres a plan for everyone, myself included .. Theres a reason I lost my job, reasons im unsure of right now but theres a reason. I actually feel like this is a test for me, a test to see how patient I can be. If im patient enough will something bigger and better come up for me? I hope so.
Not only do I need to learn to be patient with my job situation but pretty much in most aspects of my life. Being 21 there is alot of pressure that surrounds us, one in particular is being in a relationship. Do you ever get the feeling that people are looking down on you because your not all snuggled up in a relationship, dont get me wrong Id love all that and its something that I would really like right now but Ive learnt that rushing into things isnt the way forward. Someone once said to me that you should never date a person who doesnt see you as a Princess, someone who isnt going to provide you with respect and care that you deserve. Its so true. Like with my job I know that eventually the right person for me will come along, if theyve not already entered my life. Instead of looking for the right one maybe I should be focusing on making myself into the right one. I have so many amazing people in my life right now and feel extremly loved and blessed by those around me. Things will eventually fall into place, maybe not as quickly as I would like but they will and thats something Ive got to learn.
Life throws so many difficult, stressful and complicated times at you, times that you may not understand, times that may really irritate you BUT I know that if you are patient and do all that you can do things will always fall into place.
I may not have my job anymore and I may not have my Prince Charming as of yet but I do have some pretty amazing people around me, people who have always stayed by my side. I dont say it often enough but I do really love everybody in my life, for whatever part you play in it.
Life is what you make it, theres always someone worse off then you. Remember how blessed each of us are and remember to be patient. All will fall into place.
Much Love x
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